What we decide to see?

I should be working to finish my assignment, but end-up updating my blog. But i just thinking of something, we human can't foresee our own fate (future). What we might become, when we die, who we married to,.. that all a secret, but what if we can see the past, a past that we can't remember, maybe we too young, in coma state (anyone?), or absent at the moment,, I dunno what I want to see... flash back all the memory, so not my style. I dunno what my style. My friends perhaps know me the most.. T_T..

Takes a moment, n think what u want to see... at the past...

Drip drip drop

I hear the sound of rain,

so tender and calm to my soul,

like a soul of a girl,

that touch your heart with her words,

 

Drip drip drop;

 

I hear it again,

The sound of fallen rain,

Drop upon a cold floor,

As cold as my empty heart,

 

Drip drip drop;

 

Its cold in here,

Chilling till the bones,

Cause bones is what left for me,

In this empty grave I rest in peace.

March (Akmal, 2010)

Hahaha dah lama tak update blog,,, kata zatil berhabuk huhu...

Today Kak Syma telah berjaya mengimport perfume Ralph Lauren Polo Black yg sangat misteri,,, (bau dia),,, mmg misteri sbb I try a spray n lepas tu tak sampai 15 minutes aku trus tertido.... Uh mmg pelik.... well I kind of like it,,, tq Syma Branded hahahaha.... harga kat luar hmm around RM2++ but dapat RM190 cause bli kat kawasan duty free.... KLIA.

Kak Syma

I like perfume, it make my nose feel very very good and feel relax lots better... uh down here is the ingredient that they use to make the smell... sense magical...

[Frosted mango, Aldehyde Tangerine, Lemon, Fruits of water, Sage, Sandal, Black Patchouli, Timberol, Broad bean Tonka]

POLO BLACK

Hmm another think saya baru dapat tgk Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce telephone.... as expected from Lady Gaga..... nice vid n song.... freak actually but that what I call art and unique....

Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce - Telephone

Hmm my FYP sound good condition.... sekarang tgh study tuk exam.... walaupun cuma 1 per 20 shj waktu dalam sehari study... uh God I am very lazy today hahahaha..... tp rindu rasanya kat staff, master student at Inos especially penghabitat Makmal 3 haha..... I wanna see the amoeba for the last times before I fly over to my kampung....

Sometimes I have chat conservation with people from Canada, Norway, UK, US n where ever, girls man, autie, uncle, straight, bisex, homo, ah I dun care,,,, since I wanna compete with Zila tuk tgk sapa ada kawan paling ramai di YM haha since that I add and being added by people around the globe.... kadang leh jadi duta gak,,, yang paling pelik,,, sometimes I do the vid conversation, U know what they say, (1) you look very young (2) Nice skin colour (3) Your lips is very kissable>>> this are stuff I can never imagine to hear around here,, pretty much it make me appreciate my self n I also think they blind sometimes; usually I response like this... "I dont think so, maybe the cam make me look better on it" ... maybe I should go for oversea for further study and see their response! My YM friends currently 266 people.... I need more... yang paling tak tahan bila tetiba ada peminat yg tak dijemput nak tgk cam shj,,, masa tu lar fungsi invisible sgt bernilai...

People said my face look very convenient for people to interact with, is it? my friend say.. "haha mmg muka mesra, innocent... tp demonic presence tu ada" (Amir, 2010) <<< Amir dengki haha

other... "Your face look like org yg kerja kat kaunter pertanyaan!" (Jenna, 2010).

Eh susah nak jadi kaunter pertanyaan, U have to know lots of stuff,,, n many2 links... but thanks to internet; everything possible... yg paling penting to know all or desire for all knowledge,,, U must be open-minded at the same times put a barrier that keep you away from the knowledge you might gain because not all knowledge made for all type of human...

Uhh nampaknyer I succeed updating this blog for 1 month period haha.. yeah tak yah update sebulan....

So busy even not

I hav many thing to be done, but very busy with other stuff. to tell you, i have something that in very dislike happening around me. but nvm I lack of time to tell you, maybe next free moment. ok bye2