Twisted

To the night wind I whisper

To those that dead I wish

A heart once filled with hope

praying on despair

The blazing sun has no mean

To a person living in dark

The light could shine his path

But not to his mind

A smile tell thousand mean

Full of joy, Full of hope

But the same smile has other mean

A mean that mean to every soul

It’s only time gazing on him

Whispering to those that won’t longer speak

Laying still on solid ground

Waiting the time to stop ticking

Their body still as tree

But their soul rooming the living

Those with heart can only feel

A feel that peel their tiny heart

To the night wind I whisper

Praying on despair

Praying on dark

Because my heart

Empty as my grave

Whisper, whisper and whisper

A story of living like a puppet

Have you ever wonder when to stop pretending? Smiling when you aren't happy, laughing when it’s aren't funny. But one for real, cry when it’s sad and it’s real, the saddest is…. no one would know.

Always judging people around and being judge by them, its like karma. But one for sure, that rarely do, is to judge our self. We like forbidden thing, as long its forbidden it’s a bless. A sinful bless.

Living as a puppet. A sign of good liar, an expert of emotional control and also a sign of self distortion. Which the life it self, a big lie; a theater of drama, with all natural actors but only one watching and knowing it’s just a drama… the puppet it self.

We lie, we talk big, we walk in agony, but simply… we still know that it’s going no where… we hope to stop, wishing for the end and yet we simply do it again… just like a spinning wheel, “up down up down”.

A life to regret and still they’re always option to choose.

FYP

Low has finish his fyp and I believe also Fong..... hmm Im tired... very tired... my life is tired. must act so that other wont hurt.............

If I being given either to live or to die.......

You know which I will choose....

I hate to get sweat, either to be worried...

I hate to be order and also giving order...

I hate to be bond with others but I dislike to be alone....

Too many hatred,,,, Too many sadness....

Non to share...

I hope,,,, my heart would stop beating, forever...