On Air

Now going home!!! I in my way to got home now in the middle of somewhere, and tonight huhuhuhu,,, more story and myth,,, I have show my friends blog to Linda and Illi,,, just want to give some spirit of blogging to them... so that there are more friends in here! to share.

We just gone to Tuntung Conservation at Kuala Berang Terengganu... Have many beautiful picture of what we say exotic animals.

For those that eat them please stop!

I love those tiny guys....

Mixed days

Lata Tembakah Gap area

Me and Lun Lun (I have a big nostril for better breathing n Jenny very jealous with it)

Hahaha Jenny photo contast

Jenny yg tengah tido (Muka mcm panda kata Brox)

Broadband sim baru ganti, cost me additional RM5 for next bill!

My greatest apologize since the previous blog should be post yesterday but some how my broadband sim damage with whatever reason. The important thing is now its ok... I have finish my proposal gladly, even though I have to print it 3 times! since all the page were senget!!!!!!!!!! How frustrating...
Oh Jenny hahahaha you think I didn't have any backup plan? here your picture gagaaggagagaaa..... This morning gone to Tuntung Breeding place or conservation,,, tah I don't know... but nvm meet this morning everyone!

Yesterday tale

Today we was on the way to get back to campus after 3 days 2 night suffering in the remote areas of Lata Belatan,,,, uhh such many thing I dislike than I like... Why such feeling well because its not my standard after all.
anyway I manage to through this problems with such wanderful friends.. such lovely. At Lata Belatan, doing all the sampling was very not me, colllect this that but ok I manage. I have something in my head, well when two courses (Biology and Biodiversity) was put into one activities, I can see the competition, buit of course we are more brighter! Why its our job... thing that we just repeated,,, the knowledge was there.
Well below is something I listed for what I dislike most:
1. the room small (crazy laaa! Lata Tembakah is better)
2. the toilet (its stuck! the artificial submarine lunched by unknown species wont go through)
3. the food (I pay RM75! you think I what? a goat)
4. the place (bored)
5. the people (not fun at all)

but anyway there still some of human being part that feel pity for bio student since there never experience the field work, even GAP defination also wrong; some have trouble in making quadrate. well they should ask if dont know....
well from the brighter site, this field also was some message to bio that our work also have its own dificulties and interest beyond their level. What I try to say, we are equalvalence but in different perspectives.

going home with lots of stuff to finish was still a nightmare... I still need to submit the proposal.

oh forgot I have other thing to write but nvm next blog after Tuntung Trip... title (silent heart).

Vacation or Suffering

Currently going to Lata Belatan, for some massy field work,,, zzzz with all the leench and insect this is my biggest suffering for this week after presentation...

Presentation, presentation and whatsoever,......

What I want to say is not related with the title....
I being ignored!

Out SideThe Box

Try to dive into other people thinking was hard; and harder when you actually hate him/her very much. However, people unusually try to put their place in those people that their like or dislike; substituting to feel how to be in that place was rare... the tendency why people love to feel right was because they feel secure that way; however, that was a fake victory, a cloud of weakness to their own reflection. Some people say friend like a mirror to you, but what if I say; those word is twisted by whom that try to disguise them self with other people perfection. All was about perspective; seeing from different angle of life and personalities. Why did human was very hard to predict? That because they have emotion, simply to say emotion was complex and changeable. This post of mine may have became from my simply minded and might be not; the meaning might be true and might be not. Some say there are no evil nor wrong; its only individual either it fit or not. Another question; will you kill a baby if being told? of course not... but, how if you being told about the greatest sin shall he committed in the future? This when the silent shall take place. Judging people and labeling them bad was indeed wrong for some opinion, and other say it for awareness and giving advice to others. But how if that individual only bad to you and good to others? Shall we say him bad? Question, question and more thinking. People say it is wise if you thinking whit your brain and your heart; but in my perspective, one should think and feel using both and also to see from different angle of life, not for decision, but for knowing. Sometimes some question never have answer...

Silents

Its have been a while I didn't update anything... but now I think its ok...
I have been busy with my FYP (Final Year Project) not busy doing it, but busy to understand every inch of it... I'm not that 'biology' but I like to try something new... fall is not an option for me.. but I think I would be fine since I have lots of friend at my back. I actually want to go home since my mother miss me so much,,, but well the problem is my mother have to go for family kenduri arwah... the surprisingly ''when I say: never mind mom, may be next time; my mom say: sorry, I'm sorry...''
In my family the word resemble 'apologize' was rare.... well its something I can't describe by word.
Let me tell you something; I was very disappointed with my friend,,, can't they learn to respect others people belonging,,,, hoping for better from others but you didn't give them anything. I always remember 'you want something, you must give something'. And once my friend comes I can feel they don't like it very much, I do tolerate with their friend. Why can't they tolerate with mine. I don't like this imbalance.
Now, I just keep silent; I don't want to take any action just concentrating on my FYP, since I do it with a great students and Lecturer.
Maybe some of you think silent was too odd for me but true is this was one of my separate personalities 'The Silents'.

Too much hatred, Too much thinking.... I'm devouring my own self...