Drip drip drop

I hear the sound of rain,

so tender and calm to my soul,

like a soul of a girl,

that touch your heart with her words,

 

Drip drip drop;

 

I hear it again,

The sound of fallen rain,

Drop upon a cold floor,

As cold as my empty heart,

 

Drip drip drop;

 

Its cold in here,

Chilling till the bones,

Cause bones is what left for me,

In this empty grave I rest in peace.

Watch your mouth BITCH!

Today I really2 angry, let me be straight. my fat cousin (girl) back stab me… calling me black even-tough you are also black, won’t admit me as her cousin (like I want to admit you fat ass), plus her mom also kind of the same. What I do? NOTHING!. Whay they so noisy with me? They don’t give me money, comfort me, or what ever,,, Did I talk behind them? NO. Why I not really care about them?, because I do not really close to them… just in the name of uncle, auntie and nephew. Every one of the family feel angry with them, also my other nephew.

Her ambition to be a doctor, listen to me, that fat body of you won’t let you became a doctor! Now I pray you will not achieve anything. I never pay attention to you before this, but now I am. And I wishing for the worst! your current CGPA 3.00? and you currently in matrix program. Sincerely, you wont make it. You think because you a nephew, you can ask around people for their money, you know that your financial isn’t that strong and yet you treat people that support you like your Swiss Bank. You better watch out, they are losing their patient on you!

All the past 4 years I have be really2 patient with you family rude behavior. Now it payback time. I wont regret and you shall fall. Next time we meet, I’m not your cousin but your worst enemy. Btw, your rude behavior has make you to get lot enemy, you wouldn't get nowhere. Oh, your mom very2 concern about your fallen gred (I hope it keep falling), I can see from her eyes that looking at us (that have pass our degree and pursuing our master), she know you wouldn't became what you hope.

Let your dream parish, I will the one that lough at the end, and it always the same ending I see on people like you.

Cry BITCH!

Mizz Nina Feat.Colby O Donis–What You Waiting For

Check out this music video, its nice. Actually I heard this song like it but never watch the video or care about who the artist of Mizz Nina… but Colby yup I know him (basically) because of GaGA I think. By the way, the song great! superb, even though, there were many criticism since she a Malay which is believe to be far from what being call as Malay Values… yup   she is sexy (damn). However, I want to give 5 stars out of 5 because,,, haahahaha this song more good than that Datuk Siti, lol.

*I’m going to buy the album, but is this the only song from her? hit single?

A story of living like a puppet

Have you ever wonder when to stop pretending? Smiling when you aren't happy, laughing when it’s aren't funny. But one for real, cry when it’s sad and it’s real, the saddest is…. no one would know.

Always judging people around and being judge by them, its like karma. But one for sure, that rarely do, is to judge our self. We like forbidden thing, as long its forbidden it’s a bless. A sinful bless.

Living as a puppet. A sign of good liar, an expert of emotional control and also a sign of self distortion. Which the life it self, a big lie; a theater of drama, with all natural actors but only one watching and knowing it’s just a drama… the puppet it self.

We lie, we talk big, we walk in agony, but simply… we still know that it’s going no where… we hope to stop, wishing for the end and yet we simply do it again… just like a spinning wheel, “up down up down”.

A life to regret and still they’re always option to choose.