Double Trouble

Jun and July seem to be a tough month to me... they are very unpredictable.... and yet I still sitting here and enduring it by myself... I really2 need to meet my adviser Badri Rozali to talk...

Speaking of tough, a past few hours ago.. I have been gazing Zatil Najat profile pic on facebook.. the pic show the figure of heart that have been divided into several sections which is not very scientific... (I dun think it scientific at all, but give unique thought in my mind...(trigger me to think)...) showing different part of what I believe "LIFE".... a section of romance, a section of defensive behaviors and ect..

Make me wonder... what is the biggest chamber in my heart...

Maybe it's Joy or Hatred... I cant decide... the smallest... maybe living without friends... well I dunno.... maybe someone close enough to me may define all those chamber... time move so fast... I even barely know my friends, they change too (a lot) as well am I.

Heh... the title of this post didn't seem to define the content... well so be it.. ha ha.

I wish July being good to you reader... and I wish they being good to be too,,,  bye: XD

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Dear LOL from SEA

It seem u manage to block "us" again....

I know there are GARENA server. But I rather stop playing LOL than transferring there.. I play this game since the BETA n indeed I enjoy playing with player from this server which I found to be productive... I did try the SEA server, and it gives me heart ache...

The server very lag which I found funny because NA server much faster than SE... (made me wonder,,, I'm either in NA or SEA) and I dun like changing my community

LOL make sure GARENA did carry your name nicely... which I think they didn't do nice job...

Btw thanks for the game.... it was fun.... n to the players... yeah... u guys really giv me a new lvl of online gaming....

Exam.... what is exam?

I think book look very good

but when see the exam time table.... gyaaaaa

Dear People, or bloggers,

April  would be my exam month... pls pray for my sake.... T_T....

I would do my best and I also pray that all my friends... only best friends.... and maybe a little for those I called friends... or maybe just them all.... that u will do fine in the incoming exam...

I dragged into what so called study group... but I think it's working....

No matter what your strategy are... (for those that take exam too)... do your best...

Dun do for your friends, family, pet? and whoever... Do for the sake of your self... because in that way you actually helping them all....

P/S: study hard and smart... but not that hard haha

This is unacceptable!

I wanna buy something on ebay... and it state that we only have the product at singapore only... malaysia? hmm nop......... waaaa so frustrated!

Why huh?

I just want to have that item lorr.... uh Malaysia plz develop faster but plz conserve the environment too...

I learn this... one of the obstacle of conservation was North-South division which refer to industrialize country at North and Develop country at south... north country have people that mostly educated, well feed and love environment because they have learn from their bad habit of destructing it in the past. Believing they must have and spread conservation to protect globally. why south country full with people that dun wan to learn from past history, stubborn, high poverty, we also believe that we have right to feed our selves even it shall cost the environment.... I can guarantee if u go to any people adult 40++ and say sir our nature is very badly disturbed n bla bla bla... it wont work!

I have been in this taxi and the driver say what u do there,,,, tanam bakau pakcik... and he reply why tanam bakau better go work got money,,,,, bakau can live them selves. uh that poor pakcik need to go for science class! badly.

I an one of scientific community and vow to spread the knowledge even it shall be the pain in ass. shit.

Silent Heart

To feel what love is, is something rare for me,
To know the person shade was only thing I can,
To grab the scent was far from my ability,
To wait the person wish for me was a suffering,
To know my time gone, was a hurt,
To feel to be love, was everyone wish,
But to feel the love from the person........ will never be....
My self perish in mist...

I have a feeling to someone, but I don't feel I can be match with this person, therefore, I let the feeling gone, closing the heart was a cheat. But I did seal the feeling in a box within the arcade of my heart.

Given up this fast was must; as it will protect me from cutting my self deeper.

Reading this part for some of you, that has known this soul quite a well was something indeed impossible from me. But this is the feeling and memory I want to share a bit,,, as the secret of truth shall sleep beneath my arcade forever.

As time pass by I hope my time to be loved and to give love,,, shall cross.
This selfish wish of mine, comes from a empty soul,,,
For even a small of dust,,, or a tick of time; I just want to feel those feeling.....

And then my soul shall rest in peace as I known there something to be remember, even though my self shall not be remember.

Burning Candle was too noble to suit me, perhaps shade was better; as shade always behind and never being look at, as the shade it self can only grasp the figure it admire and never the reality.

Till the time comes, the silent heart wait...