A story of living like a puppet

Have you ever wonder when to stop pretending? Smiling when you aren't happy, laughing when it’s aren't funny. But one for real, cry when it’s sad and it’s real, the saddest is…. no one would know.

Always judging people around and being judge by them, its like karma. But one for sure, that rarely do, is to judge our self. We like forbidden thing, as long its forbidden it’s a bless. A sinful bless.

Living as a puppet. A sign of good liar, an expert of emotional control and also a sign of self distortion. Which the life it self, a big lie; a theater of drama, with all natural actors but only one watching and knowing it’s just a drama… the puppet it self.

We lie, we talk big, we walk in agony, but simply… we still know that it’s going no where… we hope to stop, wishing for the end and yet we simply do it again… just like a spinning wheel, “up down up down”.

A life to regret and still they’re always option to choose.

Two great Artist

 

I rarely hear to hiphop… but this music just to catchy. Like it because my ear loves it

raya raya raya raya raya raya

yeah yeah esk raya

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esk raya

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sekian saja update blog kali ini

 

 

*WTF

Night + Ghostly + Senseless

 

Friday Night–Lily Allen

Malam jumaat sambil mengkagumi iTunes media player, tetiba terdengar lagu ini. Pelik rasanya sebab walaupun lagu diatas telah sedia ada tapi baru beberapa minutes lepas mendengarnya (pelik aku type dgn bahasa pnuh… anggaplah latihan penulisan BM).

Malam ni kelakar sgt,,, sbb tadi kat astro ada crita “beranak dalam kubur” (ghost story), tp problemnya aku ketawa plak masa hantu tu kuar ha ha…. aku rasa aku dah jadi sloww sikit process maklumat LOL. Nak main game pun takder mood n akhirnya tertulis blog. Journalism so not my life! but I finally end up here.. wasting a little time to get my sleepy state. Harap2 tak ada yg membazir masa baca blog ni….

Walaupun hari ini hari jumaat or creepy friday night as many people selalu kata but for islamic friday is special day… org melayu suka fikir bukan2 pasal mlm jumaat… nasib baik aku jawa <rumpun melayu gak>

Hari ni tertengok gambar shamin kat FB yg sedang menjalani training kat UTM… ps: dia dah gmuk… gosh…. oh mari sembang pasal shamin…. I know him masa first year… org yg suka tersenyum n tersengih….. oh so not in my friend list…. well I don’t like him at all!….. pernah tak tegur satu sem! but then the last 3 sem sunddenly became friend….. not very close… but one of ppl I think worth to waste that phone credit….. maybe sbb sikap dia yg senseless n bad humor…. akhir nya aku kalah! sbb susah nak buat org mcm ni faham kita tak suka dia, n lama2 kita teradapt pulak kawan ngan dia. Btw terasa nak puji sikit shamin ni.. dia seorang yg tinggi leader ship… semangat setiakawan n jiwang tak bertempat… N marilah kawan ngan budak bernama shamin sbb walaupun anda tak suka dia lama2 kita akan auto adapt sbb dia ni immune to provocation, n sinister plan…

aku baru perasan….. isi kandungan blog ni bercampur aduk! What a trash!

This is hilarious

I found this in you tube... but i dun dare to share on my FB.. so here ok i guess.. but its true.. protect your self n other lol

PS: cant believe they are educational video like this

Postgraduate….

this the status of my application at UPM…. and below is the offer letter from UPM

So we see.. gu gu gu

P/S: My butt already have a sit in UPMn sry for poor picture quality, dunno how to get a better snap

I never hope for them to aged..... but some aged for good

Cute, handsome, young, God focus on this special creation, n bla bla bla.... I always asking myself, why some people that look very very handsome/pretty (in the time we meet) turn to be..... other creature? Like we dunno... really2 dunno..... mcm Laila (kawan Jenny) pernah kata.... ada org letak ubat gmuk dalam air dia.. yg menyebabkan dia jadi gmuk............ I dunno how aging make people seem very differ... 
Here the story... I got a friends that I think very2 handsome in past 6 years... and after 6 years not meeting him... all the facial structure change.. like changing into other people that I never know ... (I not recognize him at all, like monster)... and some that very so so... became so masculine,,,, (never go for gym)... it make me think... how can this happen...? I even think.... will I became positive or negative.. in this growth process?   If you have ever watch the Curiuos Case of Benjamin Button (if I spell it Correct)... we would like it to be just like that... so youth full in the late age... waaa like dream come true.

But my auntie always said.. if you always happy,,, never done anything wrong that lead to feel uneasy or guilt. You will be younger than your age. So the conclusion, problems are unworthy to be worried negatively, but need to be solve with open-minded and positive thinking. DON'T LET YOU AGED BEFORE TIME!