Just, a crap

I at UKM now, as a master student.. guest what? They treat me better than while i doing my degree at the other university... I dunno... but ppl here so kind and very informative.. but that not what i gonna to crap about,,,

Last week, I read a technique on "How to bend a spoon", not like I am free or what... I am bz n yet I am bored... so I grab a thin spoon n began to focus... guest what  the spoon kinda to feel soft (I think its my only imagination), but its not bending,, but if it bend, its should be less significant to see hahahaa...

 Today, I just got back to hostel. and guest what.. I forgot my keys... so, call my mom n ask her to post in... haiz.. this is very lousy of me, I never forget to bring the key while doing the degree... but at master lvl haiz... this is the "sign"....

I develop a new stupid hobby at UKM... movie.... every week gonna watch movie... thanks to Zul that fetch me up,,, haiz... but I think that I less supporting the "cetak rompak" now hahaha

I'm thinking of getting the glamorous contact lenses (just for fun stuff),..... I just wanna try it.. btw my friends is planning to go for a trip to Redang this May... but I dunno... either I wanna join or not... RM 264 3 days 2 night... hmm hmmm


ps: done with the craps... starting to do my assignment now.. (pray for me)

What we decide to see?

I should be working to finish my assignment, but end-up updating my blog. But i just thinking of something, we human can't foresee our own fate (future). What we might become, when we die, who we married to,.. that all a secret, but what if we can see the past, a past that we can't remember, maybe we too young, in coma state (anyone?), or absent at the moment,, I dunno what I want to see... flash back all the memory, so not my style. I dunno what my style. My friends perhaps know me the most.. T_T..

Takes a moment, n think what u want to see... at the past...

Happy Tree Friends - Christmas Smoochie

Drip drip drop

I hear the sound of rain,

so tender and calm to my soul,

like a soul of a girl,

that touch your heart with her words,

 

Drip drip drop;

 

I hear it again,

The sound of fallen rain,

Drop upon a cold floor,

As cold as my empty heart,

 

Drip drip drop;

 

Its cold in here,

Chilling till the bones,

Cause bones is what left for me,

In this empty grave I rest in peace.

Watch your mouth BITCH!

Today I really2 angry, let me be straight. my fat cousin (girl) back stab me… calling me black even-tough you are also black, won’t admit me as her cousin (like I want to admit you fat ass), plus her mom also kind of the same. What I do? NOTHING!. Whay they so noisy with me? They don’t give me money, comfort me, or what ever,,, Did I talk behind them? NO. Why I not really care about them?, because I do not really close to them… just in the name of uncle, auntie and nephew. Every one of the family feel angry with them, also my other nephew.

Her ambition to be a doctor, listen to me, that fat body of you won’t let you became a doctor! Now I pray you will not achieve anything. I never pay attention to you before this, but now I am. And I wishing for the worst! your current CGPA 3.00? and you currently in matrix program. Sincerely, you wont make it. You think because you a nephew, you can ask around people for their money, you know that your financial isn’t that strong and yet you treat people that support you like your Swiss Bank. You better watch out, they are losing their patient on you!

All the past 4 years I have be really2 patient with you family rude behavior. Now it payback time. I wont regret and you shall fall. Next time we meet, I’m not your cousin but your worst enemy. Btw, your rude behavior has make you to get lot enemy, you wouldn't get nowhere. Oh, your mom very2 concern about your fallen gred (I hope it keep falling), I can see from her eyes that looking at us (that have pass our degree and pursuing our master), she know you wouldn't became what you hope.

Let your dream parish, I will the one that lough at the end, and it always the same ending I see on people like you.

Cry BITCH!

Mizz Nina Feat.Colby O Donis–What You Waiting For

Check out this music video, its nice. Actually I heard this song like it but never watch the video or care about who the artist of Mizz Nina… but Colby yup I know him (basically) because of GaGA I think. By the way, the song great! superb, even though, there were many criticism since she a Malay which is believe to be far from what being call as Malay Values… yup   she is sexy (damn). However, I want to give 5 stars out of 5 because,,, haahahaha this song more good than that Datuk Siti, lol.

*I’m going to buy the album, but is this the only song from her? hit single?

A story of living like a puppet

Have you ever wonder when to stop pretending? Smiling when you aren't happy, laughing when it’s aren't funny. But one for real, cry when it’s sad and it’s real, the saddest is…. no one would know.

Always judging people around and being judge by them, its like karma. But one for sure, that rarely do, is to judge our self. We like forbidden thing, as long its forbidden it’s a bless. A sinful bless.

Living as a puppet. A sign of good liar, an expert of emotional control and also a sign of self distortion. Which the life it self, a big lie; a theater of drama, with all natural actors but only one watching and knowing it’s just a drama… the puppet it self.

We lie, we talk big, we walk in agony, but simply… we still know that it’s going no where… we hope to stop, wishing for the end and yet we simply do it again… just like a spinning wheel, “up down up down”.

A life to regret and still they’re always option to choose.