A Letter to Jenny

Dear Jenny,

Have you break-up? Gosh I dunno since when did U really gone single (nampak sgt terbaca block edisi wanita ko)... being single sometimes not very good (referring to myself) well u might have ultimate freedom over ur action and no one can say what u can or cant.... but there is times when no one around to rely... or share something more personal other than ur family or best friends... its lonely in my case I always worried that no one thinking of me but its doesn't matter I don't take much times to recover from it.

U know something I also did the same stuff as msg unfortunate friend to disturb them just because we are bored or lonely... my common victim is badri... I dunno why I pick him but I know how long I talk he will patiently listen (I'm not gay) he is my best friend that I know (including U too) this make me think of "what a best friend for?"...

anyway Jenny, life is a life after all... but I dun want to be lonely forever...

I going for Konvo!

Yeah tak boleh jadi tgk Jenny asyik mengupdate Blog nya... mcm dia sorang jer ada blog... serta memenuhkan inbox ku dgn coretan2 hatinya yg separuh adalah garam kasar..... walaubagaimana pun lebih bagus dari zila n kak alyn yg ku rasakan hanya bukak FB menunggu org ramai menyapa mereka seperti celebriti2..... dan yg menjadi paparazinya adalah ku dan saudagar cina Tan Tiong Kai....

Minggu ni akan ke KL tuk menjalani pembedahan gigi.... waaa mau tampak menarik di pesta konvo nanti...... dgn gigi besi.... tercapai jugak hasrat ku untuk menggigit mereka2 yg ku benci hahaha....

Dihati ini ku tak rasa rindu dgn sahabat2 ku sbb jemu melihat mereka sentiasa ada di facebook... (bgs jugak ada bende ni)......

uh cukuplah setakat ini hahahaha (selesai misi update)

Things I don't Like!

Akmal I know u love to do many stuff & have many interest... but they are things this person name akmal don't like:

1. Akmal dun like people to use its property like it was rented

2. Don't like to wait or make people wait.

3. Respect his space, because he need more clean air to think or he became insane

4. Don't bother with his money, he know where to spend it

5. If you plan to live in one roof with him, please be quite and have more sensitivity or you be cursed till death.

6. When it come to PROMISE make sure you keep it. Or he will not promise you anything.

7. If you not his OFFICIAL friends that stated in his friendship list, dun act like one. That the moment you became his OFFICIAL enemy.

8. If he is silent that mean he is angry with somebody near him.

Hope this tips let you more aware of people name Akmal. Because he didn't mind to be a demon if he want to...

March (Akmal, 2010)

Hahaha dah lama tak update blog,,, kata zatil berhabuk huhu...

Today Kak Syma telah berjaya mengimport perfume Ralph Lauren Polo Black yg sangat misteri,,, (bau dia),,, mmg misteri sbb I try a spray n lepas tu tak sampai 15 minutes aku trus tertido.... Uh mmg pelik.... well I kind of like it,,, tq Syma Branded hahahaha.... harga kat luar hmm around RM2++ but dapat RM190 cause bli kat kawasan duty free.... KLIA.

Kak Syma

I like perfume, it make my nose feel very very good and feel relax lots better... uh down here is the ingredient that they use to make the smell... sense magical...

[Frosted mango, Aldehyde Tangerine, Lemon, Fruits of water, Sage, Sandal, Black Patchouli, Timberol, Broad bean Tonka]

POLO BLACK

Hmm another think saya baru dapat tgk Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce telephone.... as expected from Lady Gaga..... nice vid n song.... freak actually but that what I call art and unique....

Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce - Telephone

Hmm my FYP sound good condition.... sekarang tgh study tuk exam.... walaupun cuma 1 per 20 shj waktu dalam sehari study... uh God I am very lazy today hahahaha..... tp rindu rasanya kat staff, master student at Inos especially penghabitat Makmal 3 haha..... I wanna see the amoeba for the last times before I fly over to my kampung....

Sometimes I have chat conservation with people from Canada, Norway, UK, US n where ever, girls man, autie, uncle, straight, bisex, homo, ah I dun care,,,, since I wanna compete with Zila tuk tgk sapa ada kawan paling ramai di YM haha since that I add and being added by people around the globe.... kadang leh jadi duta gak,,, yang paling pelik,,, sometimes I do the vid conversation, U know what they say, (1) you look very young (2) Nice skin colour (3) Your lips is very kissable>>> this are stuff I can never imagine to hear around here,, pretty much it make me appreciate my self n I also think they blind sometimes; usually I response like this... "I dont think so, maybe the cam make me look better on it" ... maybe I should go for oversea for further study and see their response! My YM friends currently 266 people.... I need more... yang paling tak tahan bila tetiba ada peminat yg tak dijemput nak tgk cam shj,,, masa tu lar fungsi invisible sgt bernilai...

People said my face look very convenient for people to interact with, is it? my friend say.. "haha mmg muka mesra, innocent... tp demonic presence tu ada" (Amir, 2010) <<< Amir dengki haha

other... "Your face look like org yg kerja kat kaunter pertanyaan!" (Jenna, 2010).

Eh susah nak jadi kaunter pertanyaan, U have to know lots of stuff,,, n many2 links... but thanks to internet; everything possible... yg paling penting to know all or desire for all knowledge,,, U must be open-minded at the same times put a barrier that keep you away from the knowledge you might gain because not all knowledge made for all type of human...

Uhh nampaknyer I succeed updating this blog for 1 month period haha.. yeah tak yah update sebulan....

This is unacceptable!

I wanna buy something on ebay... and it state that we only have the product at singapore only... malaysia? hmm nop......... waaaa so frustrated!

Why huh?

I just want to have that item lorr.... uh Malaysia plz develop faster but plz conserve the environment too...

I learn this... one of the obstacle of conservation was North-South division which refer to industrialize country at North and Develop country at south... north country have people that mostly educated, well feed and love environment because they have learn from their bad habit of destructing it in the past. Believing they must have and spread conservation to protect globally. why south country full with people that dun wan to learn from past history, stubborn, high poverty, we also believe that we have right to feed our selves even it shall cost the environment.... I can guarantee if u go to any people adult 40++ and say sir our nature is very badly disturbed n bla bla bla... it wont work!

I have been in this taxi and the driver say what u do there,,,, tanam bakau pakcik... and he reply why tanam bakau better go work got money,,,,, bakau can live them selves. uh that poor pakcik need to go for science class! badly.

I an one of scientific community and vow to spread the knowledge even it shall be the pain in ass. shit.

Party, Annoy, Argue, Opinion, Distraction, Sress

Ni buat dalam bahasa Melayu sbb ramai org susah nak faham bila aku cakap depan2 mcm ar aku fail pemahaman sekolah rendah tp mungkin sbb aku tak bertutur mengikut trend org lama2. I dunno nak pergi annual dinner lagi ker tak sbb sound mcm anual party! furthermore, almost all my BFF tak nak pergi, why? because tu dah mcm gathering... untuk pengetahuan korang walaupun tak tanya aku dah cari pakaian n macam2 tp bila dapat info yg last2 minit >>>> combine uh god, my interest gone... sem akhir dah ni, so aku dah tak berapa peduli dah pasal himpun ramai2 ni, sbb I only interest to meet my friends only. tp still tak bg kata putus cause tgk ar kalau BFF aku say "jom ar bg muka" maybe lerr. First sem i dun go fot anual dinner why? I have thing to do at home but i pay; second year, I went sbb bg muka kat kawan aku ni sbb asyik datang umah merayu2, but kawan aku kata yg keter putih tu masa dinner kita dianak tirikan jer,,,, btul ker? maybe aku dah hilang sensitivity. third year? haha whose know if i going or not. people I wanna have fun with my family (BIOD) tp kalau dah gather ngan kumpulan besar yg i only know 10% shj,,, i cant be myself. what the hell i care to other people that bising2 kata tak sporting lah or what ever cause I Have Right To Choose. that for the dinner...

Ni yg pasal teater, I not aktif member due to my other stuff yg aku lagi suka buat. so ada plak senior yg bising2 sbb tak involve, ko nak involve pergi ar involve... saya dah tawar hati. noktah. but am i still support teater? yes sbb ia menarik.

Uh I have enough with all of this, ada yg kata Akmal what do u have....... I tell U, I sincerely dun have what U have or what most people have. But i have what most people dun have. kalau semua org dalam dunia ni sama jer,,, baik mati! boring btul. tp kan ayat tu mmg mengguris maybe sbb kena kut, but takper I know what Im capable in.

Dua tahun aku asyik ikut jer apa org kata org buat. sekarang dah final, aku tak kisah dah. because the time after graduation I have another life to think about.

To my BioD family, no matter I love or I hate U with all my life but still u are my family, no matter how our past relations have been u still my family,,, because to the family we shall return to. (bende sama aku cakap kat Ayu).

Dan kepada yg cuba sakit kan hati aku, uh congratulation u are hell successful. and if u happy with it fine, if i do mistake to u i apologize,,, that all what can i offer.

Im in critical moment to plan my next life so people plz have some sensitivity that I not a doll!

Have a nice day

Down n Up like global warming n global cooling

Firstly, my plan for post-graduate study (MSc Programme) is likely to became true.....

The lecture say well Im more happy to supervise u if u can maintain your CGPA 3.++,,,,, so, I think I can, and then apply for master fellowship RM 1,300 a month wahaha,,,,

Anyway its not the money that I chase, but the knowledge,,, I not a book worm, more to computer worm (not virus ler) but at least I have a dream that shall be reality,,,,

What worrying me now is that,,, my treatment always contaminate but never mind cause I have discover the technical error and I shall get the result (FYP getting fast),,,, well as you know at most critical moment that we need to submit work struggle with borrowed life and time,, this would be the likely moment for problem to arrise... Oh GOD save me...