Party, Annoy, Argue, Opinion, Distraction, Sress

Ni buat dalam bahasa Melayu sbb ramai org susah nak faham bila aku cakap depan2 mcm ar aku fail pemahaman sekolah rendah tp mungkin sbb aku tak bertutur mengikut trend org lama2. I dunno nak pergi annual dinner lagi ker tak sbb sound mcm anual party! furthermore, almost all my BFF tak nak pergi, why? because tu dah mcm gathering... untuk pengetahuan korang walaupun tak tanya aku dah cari pakaian n macam2 tp bila dapat info yg last2 minit >>>> combine uh god, my interest gone... sem akhir dah ni, so aku dah tak berapa peduli dah pasal himpun ramai2 ni, sbb I only interest to meet my friends only. tp still tak bg kata putus cause tgk ar kalau BFF aku say "jom ar bg muka" maybe lerr. First sem i dun go fot anual dinner why? I have thing to do at home but i pay; second year, I went sbb bg muka kat kawan aku ni sbb asyik datang umah merayu2, but kawan aku kata yg keter putih tu masa dinner kita dianak tirikan jer,,,, btul ker? maybe aku dah hilang sensitivity. third year? haha whose know if i going or not. people I wanna have fun with my family (BIOD) tp kalau dah gather ngan kumpulan besar yg i only know 10% shj,,, i cant be myself. what the hell i care to other people that bising2 kata tak sporting lah or what ever cause I Have Right To Choose. that for the dinner...

Ni yg pasal teater, I not aktif member due to my other stuff yg aku lagi suka buat. so ada plak senior yg bising2 sbb tak involve, ko nak involve pergi ar involve... saya dah tawar hati. noktah. but am i still support teater? yes sbb ia menarik.

Uh I have enough with all of this, ada yg kata Akmal what do u have....... I tell U, I sincerely dun have what U have or what most people have. But i have what most people dun have. kalau semua org dalam dunia ni sama jer,,, baik mati! boring btul. tp kan ayat tu mmg mengguris maybe sbb kena kut, but takper I know what Im capable in.

Dua tahun aku asyik ikut jer apa org kata org buat. sekarang dah final, aku tak kisah dah. because the time after graduation I have another life to think about.

To my BioD family, no matter I love or I hate U with all my life but still u are my family, no matter how our past relations have been u still my family,,, because to the family we shall return to. (bende sama aku cakap kat Ayu).

Dan kepada yg cuba sakit kan hati aku, uh congratulation u are hell successful. and if u happy with it fine, if i do mistake to u i apologize,,, that all what can i offer.

Im in critical moment to plan my next life so people plz have some sensitivity that I not a doll!

Have a nice day

Down n Up like global warming n global cooling

Firstly, my plan for post-graduate study (MSc Programme) is likely to became true.....

The lecture say well Im more happy to supervise u if u can maintain your CGPA 3.++,,,,, so, I think I can, and then apply for master fellowship RM 1,300 a month wahaha,,,,

Anyway its not the money that I chase, but the knowledge,,, I not a book worm, more to computer worm (not virus ler) but at least I have a dream that shall be reality,,,,

What worrying me now is that,,, my treatment always contaminate but never mind cause I have discover the technical error and I shall get the result (FYP getting fast),,,, well as you know at most critical moment that we need to submit work struggle with borrowed life and time,, this would be the likely moment for problem to arrise... Oh GOD save me...