Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Makwe / "Girl friend"

(Teknik Photoshop yg hancur)  

Hari ni dalam kereta, mcm biasa aku duduk belakang, my sister driving n father at front sit, my mother beside me...

The car stop at traffic light..... RED

Mom: Ko bila nak bawak kereta?

Me: Suka duduk belakang (a simple answer, I not in mood to talk much)

Everyone: Laughing 

Mom: Ko dah ada makwe blum?

Me: Huh? (this a very rare question), Nop

Mom: You should find one! Many my student already engage or married!

Me: Maybe sometimes

Mom: Why dun you take "A" (better dun reveal the name)

Me: Already belong to somebody

Mom: Because you late...

Me: Not my interest, why you so busy.... you wanna married hah?

Mom: No laa.... Oh, how about that "B"?

Sister: I dun want her! (tetiba sebuk mcm dia nak kahwin)

Me: .............. (better shut my mouth, I will never win btw)


Dulu2 habiskan belajar dulu, jgn gatal2 nak makwe2..... now day... makwe or pakwe just like insurance heh?

Yar, I single, candidate for that "girlfriend"/makwe = nop..... I dun really prefer to 24 7 sms, call.... its boring... i get it through that time already.... instead of love.... actually caring that became love and later became annoying....

Maybe I would found one..... berserah jer kat tuhan..... XD

Friday, September 2, 2011

Now you can earn rewards by sharing through facebook and twitter with #ChurpChurp! How cool is that?

Now you can earn rewards by sharing through facebook and twitter with #ChurpChurp! How cool is that?

 
http://www.xes.cx/pics-misc/churpchurp-1.JPG
 (Picture above copied from http://xes.cx/?m=200907, it giv u some PICTURE of what this stuff)


Sharing something here,

It's an advertisement campaign... first u do not have to frequent update which they already have AUTO UPDATE; How cool is that?.. then you can customize the frequent of the update to be Auto post.. and the most important.. u will get reward for every unique click, which they record or detect by using IP...

Try it.... n it will work very fine for ppl with numerous number of follower XD

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Capture flash video and audio from any website to your computer



Today a special post regarding a software to download kinds of stuff u prefer on net. Its name is JCopia. Below a brief description regarding the product and the link is provided under the image above. Feel free to visit the page XD.

Product Description:

Easy to use!

Simple and friendly UI.
Just play a song or video online to save it.

Capture Flash Videos from almost all Flash sites like:
Youtube
Google Video
MySpace
DailyMotion
Metacafe
Break
etc. 

Captures MP3s from audio Flash sites like:
MySpace, Pandora, Last.fm, vkontakte, etc.
Compatible with Windows 7/Vista
JCopia has met Microsoft testing requirements for compatibility with Windows XP, Vista, Win 7
Free download to try and free to upgrade once purchase.

System Requirement
OS Supported:
Windows XP/2000/2003/Vista/Windows 7
Hardware:
Intel Pentium III 800MHz or above, or any Athlon ; 512 MB RAM or above

Here the link again:

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Roaming around Putrajaya

Bergambar didepan........... tah

Gedik betul budak-budak ni, aku pulak obviously terlalu excited XD

N lepas habis jer bergambar...... "area ni tutup" - guard 
(Some area will be closed to tourist approaching midnight)


There lot of place to roam at PutraJaya, try looking around, the building, design ..... architecture perhaps so moving forward... like a little Abu Dhabi in Malaysia. Btw thanks to the unpaid model n also to the so so photographer(s)....... looking forward to come here again

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Reflection?

http://all-one-line.deviantart.com/art/Reflection-Wallpaper-2-124526152

I meet someone.......... just happen....... which share some obvious similarity between 2 individual personality and characteristic

It feel weird.... gaming...... way of thinking......... perspectives............ how we arrange our life........ most of them........ its scary but its true.....

I got lot of friends........ and most of them got one of my characteristic........ such I got similar hobby like him or her.... like n dislike....

Have you ever wonder?

I feel like meeting my twin...... scary but happy...... which make me feel some sort of either complexion and completion... but not perfection...........

I shall remember this person..... because August make me realize how small this world is.....  and how many possibility that we cant predict........ you new friend might be ur cousin friend friend and at the same time your former classmate industrial friend......... world always spinning around as my life also.... but mine got the opposite rotation LOL

I wish all blogger and whoever soul there........ a better life and knowledge..... because human are nothing without knowledge.......... and knowledge belong only to people that search it, at the same time... knowledge only got one master (God, himself)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Twisted

To the night wind I whisper

To those that dead I wish

A heart once filled with hope

praying on despair

The blazing sun has no mean

To a person living in dark

The light could shine his path

But not to his mind

A smile tell thousand mean

Full of joy, Full of hope

But the same smile has other mean

A mean that mean to every soul

It’s only time gazing on him

Whispering to those that won’t longer speak

Laying still on solid ground

Waiting the time to stop ticking

Their body still as tree

But their soul rooming the living

Those with heart can only feel

A feel that peel their tiny heart

To the night wind I whisper

Praying on despair

Praying on dark

Because my heart

Empty as my grave

Whisper, whisper and whisper

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Double Trouble

Jun and July seem to be a tough month to me... they are very unpredictable.... and yet I still sitting here and enduring it by myself... I really2 need to meet my adviser Badri Rozali to talk...

Speaking of tough, a past few hours ago.. I have been gazing Zatil Najat profile pic on facebook.. the pic show the figure of heart that have been divided into several sections which is not very scientific... (I dun think it scientific at all, but give unique thought in my mind...(trigger me to think)...) showing different part of what I believe "LIFE".... a section of romance, a section of defensive behaviors and ect..

Make me wonder... what is the biggest chamber in my heart...

Maybe it's Joy or Hatred... I cant decide... the smallest... maybe living without friends... well I dunno.... maybe someone close enough to me may define all those chamber... time move so fast... I even barely know my friends, they change too (a lot) as well am I.

Heh... the title of this post didn't seem to define the content... well so be it.. ha ha.

I wish July being good to you reader... and I wish they being good to be too,,,  bye: XD

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Dot dot dot

Sari berita pagi,

seorang pemuda bertindak mendelete akaun kawan-kawannya laman web sosial terkenal (facebook) setelah mendapati mukanya tidak lawa. beliau yang merupakan pengguna shampoo bawang amat marah dengan kritikan2 panas kawan2nya.

Sari berita lain,

jacky chang mengemukakan fail saman sebanyak 3 ribu ringgit keatas pemilik restoran sate kajang kerana tidak memenuhi perjanjian hak sewa beli kereta sorong bernilai 45 ringgit.

Sekian

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Stop Animal Abuse In Malaysia : Pls sign Online Petition, I begging u guys personally

Stop Animal Abuse In Malaysia : Online Petition: "



Animal abuse is increasingly rampant in Malaysia, with senseless abuses and killings by local councils and cold-blooded people. We must act NOW, and act FAST.

Let's play a role in stopping animal abuse and cruelty! We aim to collect 50,000 signatures ASAP and present it to our Prime Minister.

Please sign the joint online petition by leading Malaysian animal welfare NGOs, and show how much you care about the animals. Spread the word to your friends too.

Together, we can make a difference.

Sign Petition Now:
http://StopAnimalAbuse.PetFinder.my/

"

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Dear LOL from SEA

It seem u manage to block "us" again....

I know there are GARENA server. But I rather stop playing LOL than transferring there.. I play this game since the BETA n indeed I enjoy playing with player from this server which I found to be productive... I did try the SEA server, and it gives me heart ache...

The server very lag which I found funny because NA server much faster than SE... (made me wonder,,, I'm either in NA or SEA) and I dun like changing my community

LOL make sure GARENA did carry your name nicely... which I think they didn't do nice job...

Btw thanks for the game.... it was fun.... n to the players... yeah... u guys really giv me a new lvl of online gaming....

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I feel uneasy with this new improvement!

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see the two rubber bands? that to bring my upper teeth back ward, so that it align nicely btw the wire that look like Sun Wukong head band….. LOL. if u notice… on the upper teeth, below the straight wire that common to the bracer wearer, there are wires that tighten up like double helix to make sure my front upper teeth move in a set… (mcm org beratur tu gerak seragam jer)… this “accessories” like increasing my damage hahhaa…. calculate like this, rubber = +10 defense'; wire 50 attack and extra wire = 20 attack penetration… gosh I surely win… hahahahahaha…. it u ask me “does it painful?”… the feeling like hold your teeth with your finger and push it back or front… + chew some metallic item lol, k da,, got notes to read @_@

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Exam.... what is exam?

I think book look very good

but when see the exam time table.... gyaaaaa




Dear People, or bloggers,

April  would be my exam month... pls pray for my sake.... T_T....

I would do my best and I also pray that all my friends... only best friends.... and maybe a little for those I called friends... or maybe just them all.... that u will do fine in the incoming exam...

I dragged into what so called study group... but I think it's working....

No matter what your strategy are... (for those that take exam too)... do your best...

Dun do for your friends, family, pet? and whoever... Do for the sake of your self... because in that way you actually helping them all....

P/S: study hard and smart... but not that hard haha

Friday, April 1, 2011

Creativity Everywhere







When I went to toilet,,,,,, I would monolog.....

Not like I'm crazy.... but that a bit true... but.... nvm...

Me:(looking onto a fresh shit)

Me: You from  which food? Are you the McD or KFC I eat yesterday?

Shit: Silent,,, wait to be flushed.... T_T

Me: Oh I see a green stuff (fiber).... now I know, you my last day lunch! I eat "KangKung" yesterday!

Me: Satisfied....

Conclusion: No matter who you are in this world, but when you die.... every grave just the same @_@

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Preserving Genetic Diversity

 [Image from >>> http://rds.yahoo.com/_ylt=A2KJke5fE5BNKEMAOyujzbkF/SIG=11lmaq5bc/EXP=1301316575/**http%3a//www.tuitionassignment.org/]

I got an assignment requiring us to evaluate either ex-situ conservation possible to provide enough amount of genetic diversity of species before introduce back into its nature. Well the typical answer is either yes or no... but since this in like an opinion based answer + this is ecology biology, the only relevant answer  I could think is depends on the target species.

When talking about conservation in ex-situ, and to preserve genetic diversity. there are several answer that you need to find, such as could it? what is the effective population size? how many the diversity in organism itself? do we have the efficient method? how big the space required? enough cost?

I think I have make your self dizzy with all the questions. Endangered organism do need special attention from us, their habitat loss are due to over Homo sapiens domination of nature resources without thinking the relevance and consequences. Therefore, the intervention of human in this matter is really crucial because they cant survive in their natural condition not due to natural selection but due to our own act. If you ask me "so, ex-situ important?", I would say "Yes", but with other question, "would it be successful when we reintroduce back?"

There are several studies indicate that, ex-situ conservation cause the loss of trait due to adaptation organism evolved through several generation when breed captivity. In nature, natural selection may work on organism by eliminating bad trait or in other mean organism with unfavorable gen. but in captivity, those selection is barely work, because lost of fear to human, cared, given special attention and others. For hatcheries with focus to fish, there are little success in introduction, most of the reintroduction of fish population in the hatchery into its wild environment face failure. While zoo, with focus to rhinoceros and elephants; they (refer to female) might suffer aging in reproduction (just like if you wont married, your reproductive system became dis-functional), and that what happen to most of animal in the zoo. Their behavior for interest for reproduction got disturbed with unsuitable environment (Hello, give little privacy, we trying to mate LOL) and some required special condition or requirements, birds especially like stork bald bird aka local name burung botak upih (Scientific name = Mycteria cinerea) which I have saw one at Kuala Gula, Perak that requires special elevation for nesting and breed (hey no one bother to make cage like tower T_T). There are also report that only some female that actually produce offspring which give us information that female that lost their interest to breed, their genetic wont be pass down into her offspring. Well so did the diversity continue? Furthermore, zoo cannot maintain large population size for effective breeding and genetic flow, and what we afraid is that we actually using inappropriate method and population for ex-situ conservation. Inappropriate population mean that we actually conserve population with less genetic diversity. Oh, before I forgot, some study also found that that rare allele might only be found in population in nature and not in captivity. What does that mean, you answer yourself LOL.

But still in-situ are favorable because nature take care it all. But that wont make ex-situ totally bad because some species do success in ex-situ and survive when reintroduced back.

But there are difference between animal and plant. Because plant have special stage which one of it is seed which enable them to be maintained for such long period of time, so little problem with ex-situ.

Ok, I think I stop by here, others just ask me or you figure by yourself through reading...

P/S: have a nice assignments time...!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

I never forgive, I never forget, by I do accept,

I'm sorry for everything happen. Part of those mistake from your side as well mine. I do not like to say "because human always made mistake", it just sound very childish. I'm sorry if I being very sensitive and at the same time insensitive to your feeling. But that is me.. Miss communication and long kept hatred worsen it all.

For now, let the past by pass. Acting as it never happen, gonna help a lot.
I never forgive and never forget, but if you and I, let it just pass by. And the memory blurred... consider it forgiven.

Do not worry about others perspective. They are my friends and also your friends. You might got place to cry on, but mine is them. The haze will clear, because my feeling and them work as one, because when I accept, they also would.

This should be a good lesson for both side. Taking people for granted never rewarding us.

I'm here to make friends. Being remembered and remembering, the feeling just much more worthy than a paper of the degree I got. Paper only show, but it never comfort you in time of difficulties.

Giving second chance never in my options. But for the sake of a new beginning, perhaps its worth something to try.

We hurt, we bleed, we feel. Never treat people as you think they might recover fast. Because there are always scar that remembering everything. People won't be same, that made us special, and that made us fragile, but when those colour of life combined, they actually works as one.

Boys.. girls... that just gender. Feeling and emotion just the same stuff. Either its hard as steel, calm as water, elastic as plastic or fragile as glass.You choose, what you wanna be... mine is glass.

The past is a past, but the scars remain - let time heals them. So it would be forgotten.

There are much to do, with less time to think - let us choose the better way and hope it the correct way.

My feeling still hurts but its getting well. Good luck to you and to me. This might be how god want us to learn, but somehow in a bitter way - and I hope we taste the bitterness as part of life.

-Sun do shine, Moon do glow-

Saturday, March 12, 2011

I just love my friend too much! pity people without friends

Firstly, no pictures. because, they not being uploaded yet.... hahahaha

Today a blast, totally a blast. All my misery gone. Meeting close friends, people that know you, accepting you. The feeling is undeniable. They are so supportive and open-minded.

Today, I bring some new "jewels" for my friends to know, they are my new friends at UKM. to be specific (Farhan and Fait). Well, they kinda very shy (unspeakable) hahahaha. I have a principle, my friends are my friends friend. WHY? I love to share good things with my friends because sharing is the way I show my respect and how important them (my friends) to me. But I dunno how long can we be friends because not all friends actually share the same mean (desire) as you and still I have high expectation on them. I just love my friends Nadea and Kucai (I dunno the real name, but whatever), such a sweet couple, an example of a good maintenance and balance between friends and BF-GF relationship (wish them happily ever after). Zatil, yes Zatil, a girl with some potent resonance with unlimited possibility. I'm glad I keep her close, and David Chang too, can't imagine how a word from Zatil can actually calm me (a breeze to my headache). Syikin... haiz, always lost today, but I'm glad I tag you with GPS stuff ahhahahahaa... (kinda crazy like me, but never mean as me haha)... Pcah, luckily meet her! such a long time. While, Badri, my bank of secrets, not even a word of secret pass through that LIPS, a person that never be forgotten, never. Well, that just some people, they are lot of people actually, and I didn't need to mention all of them. To those that have a though to snatch them from me... haha you can try, yes you can, but be remember, I accept them as my friends not because they accept me as my friends, I'm a loyal type person, I gain them (my friends) as a friends because I trust them, I allow my self to be used by them as they allow they being used by me. I willing to make sacrifice for them, something that some people just will to do for people that they call honey and darling (ewwww). Because they worth it. I'm nothing without them. To Syma, sis you develop my potential, I will remember you always.

In this world, its not my interest to compete with anybody. It just my feeling to do my best and share that feeling with people close to you. I'm a laser type person, with my word and writing sharp as blade. I feel sorry if people bleed too much because you not my BFF obviously, that a prove you never know me and never accept me as I am.

Today also, I watched the Merong Mahawangsa movie: well I dunno how to describe it literally, but a review is a review.... hmm hmmm.... k let me put it this way, awesome with all that boom and bang in the plot... (I dunno how to describe the movie, its like you lough + cry + shock at the same time!)... I and Badri personally disturbing other people with our laughter, <"mengintai di bawah tudung saji>.. gosh if you know what it mean... haha... 


I want to grade as master student happily, with my friends on my back, I dun care best student award which I never dream about. I just want to take a scroll of master and a ton of happy memories...

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I felt betrayed

http://youoffendmeyouoffendmyfamily.com/stabbings/cv_stabbing_1006/

I just notice, something about me, and people taking my word lightly. It just like you are insignificant to them. I always think about them, wanna them success. But in the end, word just a word. What your feeling when you ask some one to be in a group for an event, and after 12 hours, you ask for full name, this you got "sry Akmal, I with my friend group, I dunno anything about this and my friends just tell me"... WTF? you taking my word lightly isn't it. So now I'm going to play by your rule. I'm sharing NOTHING.

The other thing is when you said "ok, I'm going to be there after I go here and there"... whatever, I wait. Did you know, I wait you about 6 hours! Not even a short damn SMS? What you think I am? I trust your word, every one of it.... and now, I'm taking back that trust.

Do not take people lightly, you don't know what hope they put on every word you said. I trust this people too much, I think. Maybe this is the time to end.

I call Badri just now, well I need someone to talk about. This really frustrating and irritating.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

You Such A PIG


When I see you, I hate you,

When I hate you, I ignore you,

Did you notice that?

No, you don't!

Because you are just a simply minded or lack of sensitiveness,

You dunno people angry with you?

Use your head! PIG!

*sry PIG I keep using your name... not your fault, it just easier to use PIG than his name.... TQ PIG

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

SHE worthless

a woman is a woman, never a man, never be a man, even she tried to be a man,

This a story regarding a woman that tried to be a man. Bisexual and homosexual, neither I care. For me its always as "Accept me as I am and you shall be accepted" + "Dun disturb me, and you won't be disturbed".

Its common that she can change the personalities in a period, but still the fragile heart remain. And that why, you can lie who you are, but you can't lie who you actually are.

I no longer like you, that a fact. For me you are a narrow-minded person, when obsession conquering logic. Narrow-mind is my enemy, because there are no space for people like me inside, when you always true and others are wrong. I know that not your principle, because its your blind loyalty. The eyes that worth nothing.

People are build with ego, no one can deny that. But the most stupid ego is to close your mind from learning and knowing - The point where you collapse.

I wont blame you, because that you, you are insignificant and yet you are my friend. Time will teach you, and you will learn, as you said "learning by experience is matter than learning in orthodoxy method".

As I write this, my feeling for you dissipate, I feel sad as I though all this time you are an open-minded person with all you have gone through, and now I realize it just an empty shell. You can be what you want to be or what you believe, as neither of that will affect me because I know you go no where.

You are You and Me is Me - obsession killing your sense

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Look into my eyes, did u see despair?

Natural Eyes (i dun know but the colour recently get very2 brown)



with contact lense
Here if you cant see it clearly



Wearing contact lens is not very fun actually, my eye lashes too long so it cost me lot hard time to put it in. Btw hygiene is very very crucial, because you must want to avoid any infection such as acanthamoeba which i have previously worked with. And second, I wear it for fun... so its Halloween everyday haha, people got shocked mostly including those makcik2 at the shop and my supervisor T_T.... anyway, remember that it just for fun!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

The price for knowing

I always got upper hand on every knowledge, info, gossip2 (sry no cheap gossip, including celebrity). But those info going to make you feel the pain of knowing too much… secrets are hard to keep and come in a great price.

When you think of being an informative person, make sure it does not involve secret and only plain knowledge of certain field. If not, stitch your mouth or you going to hurt your self or ppl around you.

-advise for myself

Monday, January 31, 2011

Ghost of The Past

I missing my old self, my old-friend, but I buried him too deep - Please, Rest in Peace



I did once try to take him back, but I fail. My new-self too strong, bonded with everything around me, my friends, my emotion, my evolution. While the old, was too weak, fragile, and obedient, slaved by the time of maturity. Its kill him, hurting him, forcing him to be "other". 


Who is this actually him? Why did I care too much? Past is just a past, shadow of present. 


He is pure plain white paper, a personalities shaped with kind and truth. Neither sinister and rebellious act exist. Coloured with crayon and colour pencil. Not with water colour, printer ink or colour spray. On it, the most ugly drawing of bird you have seen, with false blend of colour; too good to be lough at and yet its pure and sincere. The  drawing is the view of life in his perspective, on which everything is kind and sincere. But when he meet others, being sad, being hurt; so the colour changed, the style became complex; and that the time he relize that, he have to die for other to born. So the new he buried the old one. 


Time is a cure and a killer. This "he" is my past. He must be remembered because he the window to the past; like an old picture that resembling memoir of the past.


[Like the bird on the drawing. It is ugly trash drawing. But it is bird, a symbol of heaven, because Angel got wings]


To the old-self, please rest in peace. Let me carry the burden so that you wont be tainted. Please remain pure, because you are relic of the past.

Upon your grave, I will build the future, even I have to colour all black. I wont let your sacrifice for nothing. Please pray for my luck, O my past.


                                                                                                                 Akmal Mahazar, 2011

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

My Friends

Several things I usually describe my friends;

They are special,
They are sometimes annoying,
They are freak,
They are informative,
They like a breeze, come and go energetically,
They like a present, you dunno what the surprise,
They like a bee, always making noise, noise that u gonna miss when its silent,
They just like a star that making the darkest night seem fun,
They got the most sincere smile u have ever see,
They are cleaver in their own way,
They know me most, even from myself,
They never break my heart,
They teach me many things,
They are people I call brothers and sisters, ignoring their race, religion and status,
They are people that miss me, and I miss them too,
They are people that make a piece of my life seem very valuable,
They are supportive,

I dun like people to badmouth them... they are my FRIENDS not your... My best best best friends, and I love you guys

P/S: Sry the post quite colorful lol

Monday, January 17, 2011

Just, a crap

I at UKM now, as a master student.. guest what? They treat me better than while i doing my degree at the other university... I dunno... but ppl here so kind and very informative.. but that not what i gonna to crap about,,,

Last week, I read a technique on "How to bend a spoon", not like I am free or what... I am bz n yet I am bored... so I grab a thin spoon n began to focus... guest what  the spoon kinda to feel soft (I think its my only imagination), but its not bending,, but if it bend, its should be less significant to see hahahaa...

 Today, I just got back to hostel. and guest what.. I forgot my keys... so, call my mom n ask her to post in... haiz.. this is very lousy of me, I never forget to bring the key while doing the degree... but at master lvl haiz... this is the "sign"....

I develop a new stupid hobby at UKM... movie.... every week gonna watch movie... thanks to Zul that fetch me up,,, haiz... but I think that I less supporting the "cetak rompak" now hahaha

I'm thinking of getting the glamorous contact lenses (just for fun stuff),..... I just wanna try it.. btw my friends is planning to go for a trip to Redang this May... but I dunno... either I wanna join or not... RM 264 3 days 2 night... hmm hmmm


ps: done with the craps... starting to do my assignment now.. (pray for me)

What we decide to see?

I should be working to finish my assignment, but end-up updating my blog. But i just thinking of something, we human can't foresee our own fate (future). What we might become, when we die, who we married to,.. that all a secret, but what if we can see the past, a past that we can't remember, maybe we too young, in coma state (anyone?), or absent at the moment,, I dunno what I want to see... flash back all the memory, so not my style. I dunno what my style. My friends perhaps know me the most.. T_T..

Takes a moment, n think what u want to see... at the past...
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