Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri *Lyrics*

I fall into it..... (love)

Cinema + Nonsense Talk

I will be going to KL this Saturday with my trusted friend badri.... Syamin shall be tehre too (hopefully), even though we are far far away but if one of us really work to treasure the friendship, there no such room for good bye...

Apa lah yg aku merepek ni, terbayang kan Shamin yg gemuk (aku akan cemburu sbb aku tak gemuk2)... But anyway maybe I will satisfy Badri to watch his choice of movie (I have watch all of them dude)... Sam tak leh kluar sbb kerje hari sabtu (contract work really this difficult?)... Nak ajak Zatil but U know she probably busy, plus her mom wont let her out (as she told me before)... Zul (my dearest friend yg suka panggil aku darling, well same as me; suka pura2 jadi kawan baik sebenarnya hampeh) this man dah balik awal ke TRG... aku lupa dia ada kelas 'extra'... I miss that Sabahan n Sarawakian friends... my chinese friend soo damn silent dunno where there are except for Chen n Fong.. but nvm I know they doing well... as for Tan uhhh I know he always in front of his lappy (a paparazi)...

Nadea stay at seremban... (baby sitter do have lot of work, respect U) Syma? clubbing all night long a next generation Kesha i think. Jenna ? see lot of her blog but her FB account like die already!... Kamil (I forget U already) whose I forget to mention? too many people I wanna to bebel but anyway lets put it into one sentence...

U guys light my life....... plz shine others as u shine on me...

Konvo dilemma

Im thinking what should I wear for my convo?

should I wear all red for konvo... or black...... naked is not an option.... should its be plain or boxes n poke dot is not in the list..

how about shoe,,, high heel is never... leather perhaps? my hair! straight yup definitely but what style? GaGa cover album? they will chase me away... and the queen will collapse...

ah I dunno just wanna be perfectly perfect for the day,, family and also my friend.... wanna they look me in my perfect shape or at least ok lerrr for the day that I rather say as the last day I being with them.... sob sob (sedih skit2, anak sulung kena tabah)

I also thinking what others shall wear... baju sama? haha I will definitely notice that! Uh Jenny wear what? hmm curious curious,,,, zatil? tak heran apa dia pakai but wanna know what she gonna add into it (accessories) zila maybe more make-up.... acab? n Sam... I hope they look cute.... I also hope Kak Alyn,, and all da master student such kak fae n da geng would come..... wanna see them badly.... Leo Leo Leo hmm mana budak tu... Jenna, Ummu and who ever they are miss them... distant friend? yeah I wanna see them too.... as I know non-of my schoolmates or roommates die fast all long lived... god bless U guys...... uh lastly nat the bio marine...... uhh wanna see that smile again! Uh I such annoying person hohoho... but that what make me me .... till the day (counting counting) XOXO

RM 7, 000.00 in my mouth

I have being gone to my untie house at UK Perdana which a famous area with celebrity... p/s: their house not very pretty or big.... (I wonder where did they spent their money)

however, the main point,,, I had done bracer to rearrange back my teeth (hard to chew or speak fluently)........ now cant speak extremely fast and eat slowly,,, such a good manner I have.

The cost to make this bracer is very expensive for me but nvm, most of my friend got shock when I share this unrelated news with them... some of them though I was joking... (guys I never joke, I though U guys took it seriously!)

Let me give U some hint of my current look.... I got a line of wire at upper and lower teeth.... with the Upper front teeth were sealed with orange rubber,,, while the the rest are green,,, lower teeth were all blue..... (look like clown)

Dentist aka Untie (Dr.): which colour u want? we have blue, white, red orange etc

Me: I prefer orange: uh ok orange...

Dr.: Uh all orange colour finish.... no more u want other colour? oh u cant speak.... sry then I decide green (pandai2 jer makcik aku ni)

Dr.: alamak hijau pun habis.... gigi bawah ni biru lah...... ok siap...

Me: I feel like having all colourful stuff on my teeth....

Pura2 blogging.....

There was a tiny monster (aka nephew) beside me that try to lure me to left my lappy for him to play due to abundance of games in this lappy, but hahaha U won't get it! so what I do was just typing and typing till he get bored (unfortunately not)... for the past 20 minutes he keep talking about the game he have, what games u have, how difficult the mission uhhhh..... shu shu go away I wanna surfing haiz...

Right now I really in big problem... is there any exorcism ritual to chase away this kid haiz...... I am really paranoid with active children...

Syma making blog?

I dun no where to start,,, ok like this,,, I just read of Pcah with her block which I still didnt subscribe yet, where the hell that she hidden it? ok latter I find it. However, Syma is going to have one too? uh I can imagine what she going to write.... it must be clubbing, dancing, partying, luxurious vacation, BF, BFF, BITCH and a big content of her prob... ah I think I will follow it due to high rate of XOXO dosage.. hoho...

Just one word for that RED LADY....... GO!

A Letter to Jenny

Dear Jenny,

Have you break-up? Gosh I dunno since when did U really gone single (nampak sgt terbaca block edisi wanita ko)... being single sometimes not very good (referring to myself) well u might have ultimate freedom over ur action and no one can say what u can or cant.... but there is times when no one around to rely... or share something more personal other than ur family or best friends... its lonely in my case I always worried that no one thinking of me but its doesn't matter I don't take much times to recover from it.

U know something I also did the same stuff as msg unfortunate friend to disturb them just because we are bored or lonely... my common victim is badri... I dunno why I pick him but I know how long I talk he will patiently listen (I'm not gay) he is my best friend that I know (including U too) this make me think of "what a best friend for?"...

anyway Jenny, life is a life after all... but I dun want to be lonely forever...

I going for Konvo!

Yeah tak boleh jadi tgk Jenny asyik mengupdate Blog nya... mcm dia sorang jer ada blog... serta memenuhkan inbox ku dgn coretan2 hatinya yg separuh adalah garam kasar..... walaubagaimana pun lebih bagus dari zila n kak alyn yg ku rasakan hanya bukak FB menunggu org ramai menyapa mereka seperti celebriti2..... dan yg menjadi paparazinya adalah ku dan saudagar cina Tan Tiong Kai....

Minggu ni akan ke KL tuk menjalani pembedahan gigi.... waaa mau tampak menarik di pesta konvo nanti...... dgn gigi besi.... tercapai jugak hasrat ku untuk menggigit mereka2 yg ku benci hahaha....

Dihati ini ku tak rasa rindu dgn sahabat2 ku sbb jemu melihat mereka sentiasa ada di facebook... (bgs jugak ada bende ni)......

uh cukuplah setakat ini hahahaha (selesai misi update)